Don’t Beat Yourself Up
(Note: the following post should not be taken as advice. It is only my personal experience.) “Don’t beat yourself up.” That is what therapists have told me, self-help books have told me, friends and...
View ArticleMy tummy
I have a tummy. It is not small. When I was in my mid-20s, my tummy was flat. I wasn’t eating enough — I didn’t have an eating disorder, but I was terrible at taking care of myself. As I started...
View ArticlePlaying
K and I had planned a long and involved ravishment scene tonight. I was really looking forward to it. Then I got cramps. “Long and involved” does not go well with cramps. Very disappointing. A few...
View ArticleHurt and Comfort
Last night, K and I roleplayed a long, involved ravishment scenario. I told him that he couldn’t be too rough, too cruel, or too frightening. He held me down, hurt me, threatened me, and said I was...
View ArticleControl
I love bdsm toys. Bondage tape, floggers, gags, restraints, belts, hairbrushes, rope — whatever, I love them. They’re hugely fun, and I recommend everyone who likes sex get some (preferably from my...
View ArticleYou have no power over me
Labyrinth was one of my favorite movies when I was a young teenager. It still is. In a fit of pique, the heroine, Sarah, wishes the goblins would take her baby brother away, not knowing that her...
View ArticleMundane
K informed me tonight that he was going to fuck me, and told me to go lie down on the bed and wait for him. While fucking me, he held me down and called me “whore”, “slut”, “bitch”, etc, and forced me...
View ArticleCuddling
I’m about to go to bed, where K and I will cuddle. The kitties are ahead of us:
View ArticleI Have a Crush
And it’s on the man who’s sleeping in my bed. I have a ton of things I need to write. My backlog is huge. I don’t feel unable to write, either: no writer’s block at the moment and my flu is fading. But...
View ArticleA Doggie Kind of Love
This post will contain spoilers for Terry Pratchett’s Men at Arms. If you haven’t read it, go do so. Read it? Good. Carrot is an alpha, a total sweetheart, and very, very hot. Angua, his lover,...
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